If you really love me let me go. Let me be free to think and feel And be my own unique and special person. Hold me not so tightly That my hopes and dreams are smothered By your possessive love.
Set me free. If I do not return to you 'Twas never meant to be; But if I do, Love me deeply, trustingly, And I will rest forever Close to your heart.
I never knew the joy of bearing children. For reasons known to God alone It was denied me. 'Twas said that I'm not fit to be a mother; I can't believe it's true, but then again It may be.
I do not understand Why all the mother love I feel Should have to be repressed. The love I would bestow upon my own Was always freely given to other people's children.
I've so much love - The more I give the more I have to give. I pray the Father in His tender mercy Will help me find a way to use this love; And grant me courage to defy Any who'd keep me from experiencing the joy of giving love To all the children of my lonely heart.
Time out from Lucy’s poetry to share a little verbal snapshot of Lucy and her sister, Barbara from a time – maybe 30 years ago – when the two performed a delightful old song about two feuding mountain families. If memory serves (which, more often than not, it doesn’t), their church had a talent show and this was their hilarious contribution. Picture two gray-haired ladies in overalls and straw hats, up on the stage at the front of a church full of their fellow parishioners….Here’s what they sang:
Gather 'round me children and I'll tell a story Of the mountains and the days when guns was law When two families got to feudin', it was bound to end in shootin' So just listen close, I'll tell you what I saw
Oh, the Martins and the Coys they was reckless mountain boys And they took up family feudin' when they'd meet They would shoot each other quicker than it took your eye to flicker They could knock a squirrel's eye out at ninety feet.
All this fightin' started out one Sunday mornin' When old Grandpa Coy was full of mountain dew Just as quiet as a churchmouse, he stole in the Martins' henhouse Cause the Coys they needed eggs for breakfast, too
Oh, the Martins and the Coys they was reckless mountain boys Coz old Grandpa Coy's gone where the angels live When they found him on the mountain he was bleedin' like a fountain Cause they punctured him 'til he looked like a sieve.
After that they started out to fight in earnest And they scarred the mountains up with shot and shell There was uncles, brothers, cousins, why they bumped 'em off by dozens Just how many bit the dust is hard to tell.
Oh, the Martins and the Coys, they was reckless mountain boys At the art of killin' they become quite deft They all know'd they shouldn't do it but before they hardly knew it On each side they only had one person left.
Now the sole remaining Martin was a maiden And as purty as a picture was this Grace While the one remaining boy was the handsome Henry Coy And the folks all knew they'd soon meet face to face.
Oh the Martins and the Coys, they was reckless mountain boys But their shootin' and their killin' sure played hob And it didn't bring no joy to know that Grace and Henry Coy Both had sworn that they should finish up the job.
So they finally met upon a mountain pathway And young Henry Coy he aimed his gun at Grace He was set to pull the trigger when he saw her purty figure You could see that love had kicked him in the face.
Oh the Martins and the Coys they was reckless mountain boys But they say their ghostly cussin' gave them chills But the hatchet sure was buried when sweet Grace and Henry married It broke up the best durn feud in these here hills.
You may think this is where the story ended But I'm tellin' you the ghosts don't cuss no more Coz since Grace and Henry wedded They fight worse than all the rest did And they carry on the feud just like before.
When the day is gray and I can't find my way Through the mists of sadness and pain, A light seems to shine through the darkness for me And my heart is uplifted again.
For Jesus is there and He whispers to me, "I'll be with you, my child, all the way; "So don't be afraid, I will always be near "To guide you through every day."
I know He is with me wherever I go And His love is a shining light To guide me and keep me safe on my way Through confusion and darkest night.
The Lord holds me up when I'm weak or in pain, When my load seems too heavy to bear; So I trust in Him daily, and lean on His strength, And rely on His tender care.
Just as a mother holds her child And bids him be unafraid, Just so Jesus holds us close to His heart With a love that will never fade.
When it is time for me to depart And this world I may no longer roam, I know He'll be with me to take my hand And lead me all the way home.
Lord, let me be like the sturdy pine That stands outside my window Let me lift my arms in adoration to you As the pine tree lifts its branches to the sky Let me stand firm against the trials of life Help me endure my pain as a passing breeze Through the pine tree's lovely foliage Then when the storms of life have passed Let me be serene and peaceful like the pine tree As I leave to live forever free of pain In the shelter of my dear Saviour's love.
Alone and ignored she sits in her wheelchair The chaotic life of the nursing home flowing around her No one to talk to, no one to care What is she thinking? Idly her hands pluck at her dress Her eyes gaze into space What memories or dreams lie behind that gaze? Snowy head bent, she dreams the hours away Are her memories happy? Does she have a family somewhere? Or is she really alone? Bless her, Lord, and let her know That you are always near for her And she need never be alone again.